Do I like her? Does she like me? Am I ***ing awful?

I met a girl on Mibba, and we talked for awhile through messaging. I don't even remember most of what we talked about, except for recent things. She was faceless, but I got this totally great picture in my head. She was hawt...badass, yet sweet. I asked her for her phone number, and we began texting. The picture that kept building up in my mind of her, from the mood and atmosphere I felt from her texts, was just fantastic and made me smile, my heart race. Soon, we exchanged pictures, I, myself first. When I saw hers, I was disappointed, and that still makes me feel like shit. She is not physically pretty to me, but that shouldn't matter.... I also wondered why I cared whether or not she was pretty. I guess, maybe I had these romantic stirrings deep within me, like any girl would have for a mystery friend with whom she is coversing over the Internet. I...just don't know what to do, or what is going to happen. If I DO have romantic feelings for her, can I get past the fact that I think she's...ugly? :,(
February 11th, 2012 at 11:41pm