My not so sweet addiction?

As the days go by it calls out to me. It screams my name and enters my thoughts. It's everywhere, I can never escape it because it follows me. It's like I'm in a game of tag, running so it wont get me but in the end it always does. There's nothing I can do; I mean it, I've tried before but it always ends up winning. But isn't that to be expected because it's an addiction? Don't they always end up winning? Am I going to have to die just to get rid of it? Will I become just another teen suicide case?