sometimes i wish there was a switch to shut off the world.

tonight i would pull it down and shoot it off the wall.

make a mixtape for the drive. cover the road in tears. apparently there's more than one of you. or so says the broken hearted kids screaming through my speakers. i feel a little better knowing i'm not the only one out here tonight. driving through memories of us. you'll never understand. take it all back. know that i was there for you all along. we both should have treasured every second. we were happy once. we completed each other's hearts and sentences. from starts to finishes. and somewhere between a thousand flights and drives and tears and fights, lakes and kites and summer nights, three years came and went in the blink of an eye. i hope you think of me next fourth of july. memories of us will burn across the sky. tonight you're no longer mine. hold her tight. sweet dreams. goodnight.

i hate you for this.