C o n f u s e d

I've liked you this far. so i shouldn't give up now. I've had a lot on tears spent on you so why should I stop now. I beared a lotta pain because of you, and I don't know if I could handle more. But, i've gone through it and I know I could survive it. So maybe, just maybe. I could bear more pain now.

But~ but~ it's just so hard to get off my mind that Mr.Right is somewhere out there. I'm not saying i'm wasting my time on you, but honestly I want love with no pain. And most times, I just get hurt because of you. And it's not your fault, it's me being jelly and not telling you the reason.

So I'm sorry. It's all my fault. =(

so. fucking. confused right now =/// i dont have the right to choose but why am i thinking about this~~~~~~~~~~~ UGH SHIT