Lovelorn Ramblings

I'm so in love i can't even think. Someone shoot me in the head. Because this, this is all wrong, and my timing is all fucked up, and he's so far away. And he has her, and this isn't right. I just...I just want to be with him.

I've become something I never wanted. Lovesick. And it hurts, a lot, but it's a good kind of hurt. Does that even make sense? It's good because I'm not numb. It's good because I feel something. Even pain is better than the numbness that just goes on and on... and it hurts, but oh, I'm so happy... I'm so so happy that my heart feels ready to burst. But every nerve in my body is on high alert, because this is always what comes just before I fall...