I guess this is goodbye.

I need somebody.
Nobody needs me.

Nobody cares how I've been for the past year. I've been horribly depressed. I'm not worth anything. I just sit around all day in my own sorrow and I'm tired of it. I just want to die. I just want to be with Dylan again. He was the only one who cared and now I have nobody. I don't have a single friend anymore. I don't get why he had to die. He loved life. I hate it. It could have been me but it wasn't. I deserve to die, he didn't. So now I guess it comes down to me killing myself. This isn't a cry for attention or help. I just wanted to say goodbye on here because for a long time this is where I would put my emotions. Lately I haven't been though, just because nobody wants to hear me bitch and I know it. And I know I'm disgusting for what I'm about to do but I don't deserve the life I have. I don't deserve to keep going on. I just want Dylan. I just want peace. I think I really might do this.
February 27th, 2012 at 04:24am