Oh you know, his name is Ben Dover.

I wish boys came with a manual,

because I for one do not understand them. I'm not sure if any of you girls out there were told of this growing up that boys were less complicated than girls which in my opinion is a lie. I honestly think trying to understand a boy is like learning Quantam physics. I'll just give you what I'm going through and hopefully I seriously cross my fingers on this that someone out there understands what this means. I think I need like a boy translator.

Alright so a couple of weeks ago my ex boyfriend finally started talking to me again. We're are not friends not even aquaintinces but we talk like nice strangers I guess. Anywho this past friday night he texted me like he used to do when we were like bestfriends and when we were going out if that made any sense. Anywho, we were texting eachother for like 4 hours before I fell asleep. After that I didn't want to talk to him at all. Cause I for one do not like him and when I tried to be his friend on new years he was a complete douche which made me instantly hate him.

So today in chemistry the class we unfortunately share together, I told our teacher that I wanted to set something on fire since we were doing a candle lab well he (my ex) said to me "Why don't you light yourself on fire" so I looked up and glared at him and mouthed "F*ck You" then he tells me Don't get hit. So me being bold said what? in a manner that said who the hell do you think you're talking to. and he didn't say anything but at the end of the period he throws a paper ball in my face. one he knew it would make mad and he knew I wanted to hit him but I started to be the bigger person so I picked up the paper and threw it in the recycling bin. Then I went onto the bus which he happened to be on today, and when I was getting off he stuck his foot out and I almost fell at the exact moment I wanted nothing more than to turn around and punch him square in jaw but I just kept going and ignored him then I realized me doing something is what he wants me to do but I refuse to. So I just don't understand why now he wants to talk me and be near me and to make matters worse after class he followed me to my locker which was weird. I just need someone who is good at reading between the lines help me understand does he want attention or something? I just don't know, I honestly liked it better when he didn't talk to me.

But any ways, Happy Trails (:
February 27th, 2012 at 11:11pm