Have you ever felt so worthless? like, no one wants you around or everyone only talks to you 'cause they feel like they have to?
I'm so sick and tired of this feeling.
My best friend of 10 years makes me feel so worthless. He just stopped caring about our friendship and so now.. I have to try and keep it going.. but I don't know if I should.
My friend Bailey just stopped talking to me and completely ignores me now no matter what. She'll only talk to me when she's not with friends.. and that f*cking sucks even more.
My friend Jessi told my ex Mason(read this to understand about Mason) that I didn't want people knowing I was friends with him and now he's all upset at me and won't let me explain my story. Then Jessi is not talking to me 'cause I told her that I was getting a ride home from a friend.. and I didn't tell her it was Mason.
And now.. my sister's only talking to me whenever she wants me to babysit our friends son. I've needed her all week and she's been a b*tch to me.. until she called my mom and made my mom tell me to come cancel my plans with my friend Maggie 'cause I had to babysit while my friend and my sister hung out out in the garage and I could come join them.
I'm f*cking 15.. and I feel so worthless to anyone anymore. :/ Mibba and my Tumblr are my only escapes.
*Sorry about the rant.. I just needed someone/thing to talk to*
<3 you all.