I dont fly, I fall with style

I've always loved drama and acting. I would do voices and pretend to be a character in lessons to make people laugh, I didn't know I would have to pretend 24/7... There is noone who knows a lot about me, even I dont know myself anymore.

And im getting scared, scared that I'll end up beliving myself and I wont be able to be myself. Because by then, the makeup will be injectable and the act wont be on script, i'll know what to say instantly. Well I wont know what to say, but my mask will.

Can I trust myself with my own life?
Will I regret turning myself into a echo?
Or will I just not realise whit im going to do? What i've done...?

Love Annabel
Cyanide Gunner
xxx