Loud music, how delightful//Miles away

There's one thing I don't like about being in the dorms...Well a few things, but I'm going to list one. I dislike when my suitemates play their music extremely loudly while in the restroom doing whatever. I mean seriously. It's happened twice this week and even with my door shut and the restroom door shut it's still loud. *rolls eyes* Oh well... I'll just play my music...again.

How are you all doing today? I'm doing okay. Other than the fact I've woken up off and on all day. I first woke up at 6, then 9:30, then 11:30, and finally at 1:12. I thought it was still 11:30 around 1 because that's what my phone said from the last time I used it. My sister called me. I don't even know why. I guess she was bored.... I'm really not a mean person if I'm coming off that way. :(

In other news, one of my friends is going through a really hard time and I can't do a freaking thing to help them. I hate having to be hundreds of miles away and only connecting through a chat, I-m, Facebook, or email. It freaking sucks. He's just...really depressed because of how life is going and stuff and I couldn't really do anything but say sorry and how I wish I could do something, ask if I could help in some way, tell him I wish I was there... He told me I already was doing something by listening to him. I feel bad for him. He deserves so much better than what he has and I can't do anything about it. I can't even go see him over spring break because of our stupid past and everything that's been going on in his life. We haven't ever met and I was going to meet him over my spring break but...Yeah, due to what I just said we can't. Maybe this summer, hopefully. It sucks being so far away. I'm completely useless. All I can do is listen. I want to do more, he deserves more than just me...

*sighs* I need to study for my test tomorrow but I just don't...have any motivation other than the whole "Study or fail!" thing...Emotional reaction, over...
March 11th, 2012 at 08:49pm