life keeps on winning

Untill the day life finally gets me I'll be tumbling, stumbling trying to get my head above the water. Today is no different. Started off bleeding from my nose.in my sleep- great right!._.- then mum starts bitching about everything. Slamming things so I'd wake up- but between you and me I was awake and quite frankly I wassick of her shit,she takes out her pathetic anger on anyone who breaths in a 20 mile radius, that alone is pissening enough(yea I'm making up words)she lets my sister's. Lil chums in and complains, that she is just like me (I know! Athens did I do!!!) - so I shower get folding.gashed bitches how I need to clean up because we have guests coming...like really I'm folding.allthe clothes that she has been dumping clean on the couch. So tut happens. I get cleaning my sis gets hitched at so her friends leave. I get yelled at because I didn't. Clean up after Maki.g her soup........I just walked away. My fried.d isannoying me onthe cell,my people on twitter are going nuts I can't look at me phone or else.... after the guests arrived things calmed down thank the heavens.. now I'm alone cleaning.g the kitchen and the kids messed up the kindle I'm the one whose goingto get hitched at because I'm the quiet one and NO ONE CARES THAT I feel inadequately frustrated because my mum
Can't control the kids and I'm not the one responsible to keepthem in line..I'm not all confident I look a mess, and feel worse..but whatdo iget a lecture on how imfat how if I dnt stop sagging I'm going to end up like my fag parasite of an aunt and I get
ad bite heads offand it seems like life just wa.ts me to lay low and take it...-_-" well seems like I have no other choice...sometimes I wish Gerard Way could bust down my door with mikey frank and ray behind dressed in thier respective killjoy uniforms smack. My family tell em HOW AWESOME I am and adopt me..-.- id babysit. And help out as much as I can to show how greatful I am..-this all,makes mydag darn day better- I hope I didn't bore you or cross any rule lines.but sometimes you just need to vent...- sorry for any missspelld words kindle is broken-_-"- <3 Kari