Don't know what to title this but it's just a little rant of questionings.

So, I posted this on my facebook page last night after getting home:

I don't know what's been up with me, but lately I've been asking a lot of: "is that a penguin?"
and then I questions myself like: "oh yea, why would a penguin be in Ohio on the side of the fucking road?"
and then I take a better look and realize that this penguin was a plastic bag hanging off a tree. But, none the less, looked like a penguin.

And I know I've been bringing up my ex-boyfriend a lot, BUT the things he has been doing just don't make sense to me... really. I don't understand what he's doing. So anyway

He comments with: Maybe because penguins are freaking awesome?

and then I say: maybe, but idk. it's awkward. because I say it out loud and then I'm like "nevermind.."

and he went on saying: Or... maybe because you know they're my favorite animal?

I feel like he's trying to imply that I miss him because penguins are is favorite animal and I had brought penguins up and I keep seeing them. Which I mean I do kind of miss him, his presence in my life anyway

anyone have any thoughts? or can interpret this for me?

* and if you have a chance you can look at my other journal with somethings similar to this called "I know I really shouldn't.....but....