ramble II

*read at own discretion, just my crazy, confused, semi-adolescent thinking. plus I really don't want any hateful comments*

so I'm not so sure about this whole gender thing anymore. I mean people are so focused on it to the point of madness (perhaps even myself) and truth be told, I'm a little confused about my *ahem* gender *ahem*

so I know that I am definitely not a boy. that I'm positive about because, idk. I just don't give a shit and I don't suffer from penis envy.
and I guess I'm a girl cuz I have the lady parts but it don't really see myself as a girl. I'm just a Nikki. I don't dress to dress like a girl, I just dress to compliment my body shape (so I hope) which happens to be obviously female.

or I could just not be either one of them

maybe I don't have a gender?

well isn't that just a peachy little mindfuck?

idk, maybe I'm just over thinkin things and maybe my own sexuality has a role to play in my confusion. that could definitely be the case. idk I've just been musing the topic for a while and I just need to put my thoughts down