on and off again, a bit of a journal and poem wrapped into one! (WARNING: bipolar feelings are contained in this!)

It's funny how boys work. First day they'll love you, the next day they'll call, but after that they'll completally cut you off, and never hear from them for weeks, it's a never ending cycle of stupidity~ well haha, that's just my opinion...

he loves me,
he ingores me,
he calls again,
i'll pick up, but next time we'll see,
what is this a frekin trend?!?
you're driving me crazy,
right up the damn wall,
you must be lazy,
because it seems i'm the only one who picks up your calls,
i love him,
but i can't stand him,
i want to hug him,
then slap him,
his personality is bewitching,
but sometimes he leaves me twitching,
what is wrong with us?
haha he thinks i make too much of a fuss,
try to love someone that can make you so insane,
but then can make things so that you couldn't live without them,
he's messing with the little sainty i have left in my brain,
he teases me,
he makes me feel like he's the only one in the world,
he seems to just read me like a kindle (lol)
how can i love someone this much?
but then makes me want to throw his butt out a window
i hate him,
he loves me,
how can this happen?
our love is offically crazy,
we're so different,
yet so much the same,
i want to hurt him badly,
i fell in love with a player of the game,
theres times that i wanted to kill him, and that he knows
yet i want to wrap my arms around him and never let go...