Now before I start, I don't wont anyone jumping down my throat, this is my journal, my point. Not yours.
So for a while now I thought about getting a boob job. I'm not getting them so I can get a guy or anything like that. I never like my boobs, ever since I was around 10 or so never like them, I kept wishing they would get some what bigger but never did, I'm a size b34, I know that's so what big but not big for me. I want to be at least a C or a bigger B.
This wasn't thoughts about over night, over a month. I thought about this when I was 16 or so. I kept hoping they would just grow but sadly they didn't, And maybe it would make me feel better about myself who knows. I want this for me. I'm not turning into one of those "girls" who wants boobs so guys will look at them, I could careless about that.
I can wear some clothes that I cant wear but my boobs wont up them up. I'm still thinking about it and searching more about it. It will be a while before I do it, probably when I'm around 22 or little bit older. That way I still have more time to think about it and plan it out.
I know this can cause me health problems, I know that. I know threes a lot of risk while doing this, again I know. Don't need to know about that. I just want this for me.
But then again this may all fade away and I wont get it done, who knows. I'm done now. Thought I I had a lot more to say but I don't. Done now.
In other news, my wrist is still hurting. I should stay away from the computer but I can't. No matter how hard I tried, I just can't. I'll just deal with the pain. I'm hoping I'm not getting carpal tunnel...I have some signs of it but not all. So hopefully in another week the pain will be gone.
Fantasy Monroe
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