my worst week ever

Hey dudes,
okay so this week i had the worst week ever. First being lied to by my boyfriend, then crying over it when he broke up with me, it only happend once before and wasn't supposed to happen again, now i can't get his image out of my mind. It seems like it is killing me. I want to leave, go to China, or Britin, or anywhere away from him. i don't even want his pictures on my phone, but i don't have the guts to delete them. I need help, not just mental but phisicaly and emotional help too. I WANT HIM TO GO AWAY!!!!!

Heart,
Kat Thunder