One of my suicide letters to friends

Hey um well, I wasn't in the best mood when I wrote this... More of a suicidal mood...

Most of you would like to convince yourself that you never saw it coming, never noticed anything wrong. But be honest with yourselves. The signs were always there, you just didn't care, you chose to ignore them. Deny it all you want, you know it's true. And don't you dare say something like, "It's such a shame, she was beautiful." Because you know what? Fuck you. You should have let me know you thought that when I was alive. You should've let me know you cared. You could have tried. but you didn't did you? You didn't take me serious when I needed oyu to. I asked for help multiple times. You didn't believe me. Well do you believe me now assholes? If you don't know who this is directed to, I'm talking to my "friends" All of you. Every single one. My facebook status', my poems you bastards read, my quotes, my notes, my Tumblr. It was there. And if you feel guilty, go fuck yourselves. I even told come of you about being suicidal. About cutting. THE SIGNS WERE THERE. but now it's too late now isn't it? Fuck you all
Burn in hell.

Um so yeah...
March 25th, 2012 at 04:55am