So, Michael, my boyfriend. He's been spending so much time with me, his choice, not mine.
He never hangs out with his friends anymore. When we first met, he was attending a couple of 21st parties every weekend, and if he wasn't at a party, he was in town.
I hate going out, but I didn't mind that at all. I liked that he had a life. Oh, except for the drinking. He isn't supposed to be getting trashed every weekend, because of his head.
So, I told him that he NEEDS to hang out with his friends again. He's at my house every weekend. And, as much as I love him, I love my space too. I'm getting tired of not being able to play Black Ops with my little brother on a Friday night, or just chill at home with a friend and a bottle of wine because we're having some wicked sex all weekend.
I don't really miss my friends lol, I'm stink like that. But anyway. His best friend, Tori. I met her once at her 19th birthday drinks. She seems cool. Looks like a prettier Kate Moss. Has a DeathBat tattoo on her back. She actually wants to hang out again, which.. Ugh. 19? I don't know. Maybe. I'll do it for Mike. I just don't like hanging out with people younger than me, especially girls. All his girl mates are 19. Seriously. A few of them are even still 18.
But the point of this, is that ever since I told him he needs to see his mates again, he keeps cancelling on us, just to see her. That's not quite what I meant. It's happened four times now. I'm like.. I want to be furious. But I can't. Slightly annoyed, for sure. But I don't know.. Am I supposed to be angry about this? I am like queen of being angry at anything he does.
I'm home alone today with just my nephew. He was supposed to come over at 9:30am. But he called me at 9:23am. And said "hey, can we hang out on the weekend instead?"
Sigh. That's rude, right? Fuck. I've only had three hours sleep. I should be shitty as. I really don't know what I'm doing haha.