One Day I'll Be Okay Again

I'm finally getting over him. I'm finally moving on. I've met someone else that gets my mind off of him. But I'm going to my aunt's this weekend, and I'm so scared that I'll see him again and be back to square one. Back to being where I was before, back to pining for him and filling my mind with the memories I'll never get back. I can't let that happen; I won't. I'm also scared of how I'll handle seeing him...and how he'll treat me...and if he'll bring that girlfriend. God, if he does, it won't be pretty. Maybe he won't be sad, but I know I'll be.
March 29th, 2012 at 10:58pm