And so if we get jumped or some drunk old lady or a guy tries to start a fight I just have to sweet talk my way out of it??
I'm weak and it's embarrassing as
Idk what to do
My gf isnt supposed to be stronger then me
I know this sounds fucked up it's just when we're together an I see other guys checking you out or what ever I start to feel uneasy cos I start to think man that guy could take her off me so easily cos she's so damn gorgeous way to good for a depressed fuck like me she needs stability
An I just put so much effort in at the gym and I work so damn hard an when we have our play fights an u dominate me it's real humiliating cos it's so easy for you... I didn't want to say anything cos I didn't want to upset you cos I know you like play fighting with me
And I do like it too but some times I jus feel weak.
Cos I've always known we're not right but loved you even more then I've loved before in the hope that you'd stay cos I know how easily you would just get up and leave if mr trivium metal nut came along an stole you from me... Idk I guess not ever having a gf has put a lot of self doubt in my head...
That maybe I'm just one of those guys that gets to die alone
That scares me a lot that one day mr perfect for you is gona come along and he ticks all the box's that I don't and your just gona walk away...
I want to be with you Mel. For the rest of my life
How can you even stand to be with me I'm not buff I'm not smart I don't have a job I have a dis fictional family that don't understand me ... All I've got going for me is you...
Dysfunctional *
Arrrgggghhhh. God I love him.
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