Day 3 - Personality

I feel so different. this medicine is taking away my suicidal thinking, my irritability so far, I'm not as anxious.

I Feel so fucking empty now, I realize how alone I truly am without all this bullshit. It’s amazing how all this shit works. Honestly, when the thing that’s killing you is inside and the thing that will or can destroy your life, you want so desperately for it to go away and stop. Like I have for so long, now that its starting too….What the fuck am I going to do without having most of it?

I am grateful though.