Day 4 - I'm glad I didn't go anywhere this weekend

I probably would have ended up literally slitting my wrists, I’m sorry but, that scene is not for me. Preppy college kids with 3 faces. At least she was honest and just doesn’t want me coming.

God allowed me to dodge that bullet. It would have been nice leaving the house for awhile and having some time with my friend. However, i’m really glad I did not go.

I would have been alone all night talking to myself, meeting no one, taken my pills later then i’m supposed too and would have been contemplating suicide even more.

However, I am feeling a lot better with side effects, I believe i slept them off by taking them at night.