16/04/12 Music & Funerals

Music was once a huge part of who I was. I played it, I listened to it, I appreciated it.

I've realised now that it's become all I am. My life has no substance to it any more. All the bad in my life was supposed to stop in my teens. I was told it was trivial. All of it. But I'm not so sure. It's all so real these days.

I've been to more funerals in the past month than should be allowed. 5 in 30 days is a bit overwhelming. I couldn't do it without music.

I am more than aware of the fact that I sound like a 'scene' teenager, but I'm nothing without music.

Absolutely nothing.