No more Poetry Month for this girl..just stuff about my writing.

Ok so I've pretty much given up on Poetry Month.

Like, the server crash kinda made me lose all my motivation. I've been having to repost stuff and so I'm becoming behind. And no one's reading my poems anymore. I used to get more than 10 readers in a day with at least one comment, and now I can barely get 5 readers let alone any comments.

I'm just so sad about my writing lately..being on Mibba has allowed me to share my poems with a bunch of different people because I can't really do that with any of my friends in real life. When I do, they only say "oh I love it!" Im never totally sure that they're telling the truth either, and they always say the same things. People on Mibba are actually writers and they give me feedback that helps. They're not afraid to say what I need to fix, unlike my friends. And Im too scared to let my family read anything, because they'll hover over me until I tell them what's wrong, or who this or that poem is about.

It's just...gah >.< Im not gonna stop submitting to Mibba, but I need to find another source of feedback. Maybe I need to grow up and share this stuff with my family. Im not totally sure; Im trying to figure alot of stuff out. But hopefully I figure it out quick, and just maybe some more people will start reading my poems again.

If you'd like to give them a look, I'd really appreciate it guys. :) heres the link:
http://member.mibba.com/265244/poems/