It's been 35 days since I last cut. I know that's not very long, but it's the best at the moment.
I still fight urges to cut on a daily basis, but I am stronger than that. So as a way to jeep me motivated to stay strong, I have decided I will not get my next tattoo until I have gone at least 365 days without self harming. And that tattoo will be representative of the battle I've fought and still continue to fight. It's something I am striving for and something to help keep me going.
I've been depressed a bit lately, not exactly sure why... But I thought writing might help. So for now:
Goodnight from yours truly