Im borderline personality disorder, and I can't handle myself anymore.
I feel so lost; so apart from the rest of the world.
Random little things make me want to cut or kill myself.
It messes up all the relationships I have. No one just understands me, and its hard to be close to people when they don't understand you.
I dunno. I could go on for hours talking about what's wrong with me.
But the point if this silly little journal is that i cannot do this anymore. Yeah, I'm in my suicidal mood, but I'm so emotionally tired, guys...
I'm scared of dying.
But I'm even more scared of living like this forever.
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