R.I.P to the girl you used to see, her days are over, baby she's over.

So I've become quite obsessed with this song by Rita Ora feat. Tinie Tempah called R.I.P. Yes it may have been Drake who wrote it but Rita's version just stands out more to me, specially them lyrics I have used for this journal title.

I'm not the girl I used to be a few years ago, I'm completely different.
I don't let people walk all over me like a doormat anymore, I stand for myself and say what I feel.
Even though I kind of still let my ex stand on me, but that's because I'll always have a soft spot for him, damn his boyish charm.
But yeah, I was sick of being the nicey nice girl who basically got stabbed in the back every other day, the girl who'd do anything for anyone and didn't expect anything in return, who'd lend people stupid amounts of money and not ask for it back.

Now I'm doing things for me, I don't hold back anything, specially how things make me feel. People may say this makes me a bitch, but hell I am a bitch who cares? Because really, I don't.

So yeah... my ex decided to meet me today for a drink, he was alright till he started bringing up the past and the laughs we used to have, I can't help but fall for it all over again! Silly me!

1 week till my interview!!! :D just saying.