Stuck

Wow. I have never felt so blah in my life.

I've been sick for three weeks. I haven't been for my runs for just over a month. My skin looks awful. I feel fat and disgusting.

I can't afford to get into town to finish my course. Pretty sure I'm going to fail. There isn't much time left.

It's also hard to find the time to get out of home when my sister runs away and I have to look after Max.

I haven't looked for jobs for the last two weeks.

I don't even have the motivation to make an appointment to get my next pill prescription.

My bf and I aren't going anywhere. I can't even be bothered with him right now. He said he was bored of our sex life. Well I'm f**king sorry I keep getting sick and don't have the energy to ride you to death. Selfish little sh*t. You're lucky I let you stay over at all. .

How the hell do I get out of this. I'm so tired of not doing anything, but I just feel so.. tired.

I know these aren't huge problems, but I need some damn motivation. (And to get better NOW)