I never wanted kids, never was in my plan. I saw myself just being alone or maybe if I got lucky a husband. with no kids. Its not that I dont like kids because I do but I just couldn't see myself having one.
Well almost two years ago my niece was born and ever since I kept thinking about having kids. I dont know what change. I kept telling myself this would pass but it never has. Now she's one and so freaking cute. I love watching her, playing with her. She has stolen my heart. Now I often think about what it would be like to have one.
Now I can see myself having a baby and I dont know why. I often wish I had one now but Im not ready. My mind however thinks so. But first I need a guy, I need to be on my own, I need a job. I need lots of things before I ever do have a kid, my mind on the other hand keeps telling me "you know you want one" I dont know whats going on with my mind. I would love to have a little girl. See there I go.
I just dont know what change, ever since she came into this world I have a different look on this. It's weird. But at the same time I'm glad, I'm glad she change my looks on this. So when I'm ready, and its been a while I may just have a baby.
Question: Want kids?
Fantasy Monroe
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