This is what it all comes down to, isnt it?

There's so much I want to say but I know you don't care. I have things I need to get out but when will I have courage to? I ask myself millions of times over, why did I ever think we would have a chance?  I always knew in the back of my mind we had no chance. I guess I should have listened to my head instead of my heart this time around. In the future will something change in your mind and in my head? I don't know but I'm not in the mood to wait and see...it's time to move on. I have done it millions of times before, why couldn't I do it again? Maybe there is something different about you. I mean you did change me a little bit. Why can't I just express what I need to say anymore?!?!