finding out your ex boyfriend, who your still in love with is moving away :\ :(

So tonight I went out for my cousins 18th, was all hyped up for it. Had a well good night except for a few things. Went into one place and suddenly my phone starts buzzing so check it to find I have a friend request on facebook from my ex boyfriend. I haven't spoken to him in ages, he was the boyfriend I was with when I got pregnant and lost the baby :(

Anyway he wanted to see me, but me being stubborn said no, because when he's had a drink he always does this, he'll message me wanting me to go to his... but I couldn't keep doing it to myself... so yeah I said no and he kept begging me, so I said if you really want to see me I finish work at 6, come meet me from work. He replied with I can't I'm going on holiday and when I get back I'm here for a day then moving in with my sister.

His sister lives like miles away, so I wouldn't be able to see him. Even though he is my ex and everything it still kinda broke my heart that he was moving :\ :( I loved him and I still actually love him. I don't know what it'll be like knowing he isn't in the same town as me anymore :(