Sad things and happy things all in one entry.

I think my depression is getting worse. I'm finding myself sad more than i ever have before and it sucks >.> but at least i told my mom im worried, because now she'll hopefully make an appointment with a doctor to figure out once and for all if i have depression or bipolar. its scary to think of this becoming 'real'.Its just..gah. hopefully its only minor and not severe. o.o

Im listening to shinedown right now. i really want their new album called amaryllis. That would just make me so happy. <3

On a good note, im getting closer to Dominic :D hes just such a sweetheart and i see something solid in him, something that will last between him and i. if that makes sense. And Luke, hes been such an amazing friend. Each of them have, and i feel bad that i like them both. >.> but hey, i guess this is finally a sign that im getting over a certain other person. FINALLY. He's put me through so much hell, but it looks like im finding the silver lining. :'D lets hope it continues to look that way.