suicide is the answer

How would you know that suicide isn't the answer? How would you know that suicide isn't good? How would you know that we don't get rewarded in the next life for killing ourselves?

That's right, so don't tell me not to.

I just hurt myself in all kinds of different ways. I don't want to be a man, but I'm not a girl. No one likes me. No one has ever liked me and they probably never will. I'm pathetic and disgusting and I wouldn't like me. Actually, I don't like me.

I'm argumentative and bratty and I overthink things and can be too passionate and bitchy to even handle. I don't blame any of the people that have kicked my smart ass throughout the years.

I guess I'm just not one of those people that are meant to survive in this society