I've been faring better. Nightmares still there of course, and still a bit hard to distinguish dreams from reality, but I'm coping. I'm reigning in my anger and releasing it in more.. effective ways. My art is doing better. My book is starting back up. I don't fight with my love, although he still tries to argue. I'm above it all and will not let it get to me. It's not worth it.
As I turned older yesterday, I'm starting fresh. I will continue to stay above the nightmares that pull me from my waking hour and into dark emotions. I will be there for those who need me without shadows screaming against my skull. I will love Brandon, and I will love hard. I am far from giving up.
I am just beginning.