One leap at a time.

So last night I swam out to the depths of some lake with some friends I'm reconnecting with. Our plan was to reach the damn wall, then back again. But you know how plans work.
TJ made me laugh so hard I started sinking. He saved my life though, which is why we keep him around.
Then we went to some cliffs today. Crazy heights make me happy. Adrenaline makes me fly.
TJ was back flipping off the fifty foot, but I'm not quite so skilled. Still, the left side of my body is bruised to a pulp. =p Love it.
I missed these guys SO much. They're helping the lonlieness, and the aftermath. Piecing it all together, you know? I owe them everything.

I'm moving back here sometime this summer. But I'm scared. My mother hates my fathers guts, and she might just disown me. I need this, though. All these beautiful moments where I wish my eyes were camera lenses.

And the best part? No one expects anything from me. No sex or rules or playing my part.
It feels amazing to be free. With all these possibilities. I will let it happen. I know it will change my life, but I'm at a point where I REALLY require a change.

I love this feeling. I walk a thin line, but I'm keeping my chin up. One step at a time to leave the past behind, folks.

Heres to summer twenty twelve.