Realization

My fiance keeps saying to me that he's sorry that I feel so sick. I came to the realization that at the end of this, we'd have a beautiful baby. I know that I'd do anything for the baby.

I know it's horrible feeling tired, sick and down - but if you think about it, many parents would die for their baby, let alone feel sick.

I can't even eat or drink anything without being sick (I am waiting on a call from my midwife to talk about it) but I think it's worth it. I know l'll be sick, but I keep drinking and eating in the hope that the baby gets some form of nutrition out of it.

Apart from your baby growing while you're pregnant, it also teaches you to be strong - right now, my body doesn't feel strong, but mentally I know things will get better, and even though the people I love are miles away, I need to stay strong because this baby needs me to be.

That is all.

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