KInda Upset

No ones gunna read this but i've been feeling quite upset .
Yo see my step mums kinda mean. Tell me how many of you get screamed for not bringing socks down? I mean for god sakes there just frickin socks. I had to leave in a hurry this morning right my bed was made the room was basically clean and when i get home that afternoon no hi girls hows your day or even a hello she just stands there glaring at me
she reduces me to tears daily.

The other day it just kinda hit me i could slit me throat and lay there bleeding to death in my bath room and my step mum would walk in throw a mop and bucket at my lifeless corpse and start screaming at me for the mess i caused.
The next day i put on a big smile go to school and be happy nice the one people turn to for advice.
well im