Is he happy?..

*ok before i go on with this i want you all to know that i realize this is an old subject (the whole Gee and Eliza thing) but i want to know what you guys think* Everyday i think to myself.. i wonder if Gerard is happy?..I mean truly happy. I know he's no longer engaged, so i wonder how he is doing. Is he happy single? or did the break-up really affect him more than he lets people know? I still remember a interview i read where he announced that he was engaged and that he was excited about the idea. I know you all probably think im just being stupid, but this thought crosses my mind every single day.I realize this is his private and personal life and i respect that.I don't want him to pour his heart out to the press about how he really feels,because i really do believe that's his own business.All i want to know is that he's okay.His happiness means so much.He spends his life making music that makes us happy and helps us 'carry on'.I think the least this amazing person deserves is true happiness.Don't you?