gah ready to kill my dad and step mom

so tonite a bunch of people were at my house for dinner: me, dad anne(step mom), my sister candy, her friend, and the gusses so after dinner i saw the table cloth was still on the table so i went to put it away since i normally do after we have dinner, i walked into the dinning room and i saw my cup was still on the table so i put it on the breakfast bar in the ktchean and then went back into the dinning room to remove the table cloth and put the stuff thats normally on the table on the table, i did all that stuff and i went to get my water and i heard anne saying to mrs gusses 'this cracks me up she leaves a full glass to be poured out' i was gunna drink the f-ing water i had no where else to put it, she just drives me crazy i cant take it sometimes, i'm really regretting not saying anything to my dad when he asked me and my sister if he should really marry her, i just know one day im gunna, im just really happy i only have one more year until im gone

and last nite my dad thought i was at the movies when i went to a show, i don't even know where he got the movie idea from! i never asked if i could go to the movies with katy, i asked if it was ok if i went to see the menzingers, holy mess, and smoke or fire with katy...

GAH these people drive me crazy, i just wish i still lived with my mum and step dad, my step dad is such a better parent than my dad and anne, for my bday he got me this really pretty bracelet and $75 my dad gave me $100 and its not like he even made out the check or card anne did, my sister got $100 too and shes 20, i also get along really well with my step dad

AND...heaven f-ing forbid i need money for anything my dad is such an ass about giving me money and when i'm with my mum she just gives me $20 every time i leave the house even if i say i don't need any

theres bearly any food in this house ever so i dont eat a lot when im home, sometimes we dont eat dinner so i wont really eat at all some days and then while we away last week ive never seen my dad so concerned that i eat

i just know soon i'm gunna snap and it is not going to be pretty at all, i'll prob do something really ridiculous

I'm just stressed and needed to get it out and i need to talk to my dad or starting going to a therapist or something i don't know i just hope my hair doesnt start falling out again