I am torn

I don't want to go to prom. I don't want to spend up to $200 for a dress, a ticket, and whatever else is involved to look perfect on a dance with suck ass music.
Some of my friends are going, and so are some of my enemies...or atleast people I love to aviod. Why should I pay to be stuck in a room of people I don't really care much for?
The only person I'd like to go to prom with, won't go, and I don't think I'd go even if they were going.

I am also pretty freaked out over my financial situation. I owe my college $4,385 for my year (it was $34,945, but I have rewards and scholarships) and I need a car to go up there with because it is 200 miles away and that will cost $2,000 or more. I only have about 5 months to come up with it, without any help...some of you might say "I can do it," or "get a job." But I have a job and well, it's fucking hard as hell to come with all that mulla.

I'm done...I have homework..woooo