if i am ***ed up their to blame

what the fuck is wrong with me?
i mean i fuck everything up.
i fucked up my mom.
i drove her to hit me.
i drove myself crazy.
i mean i have a great boy friend and we have fucked up because now either parents cant stand us.
(oh but our parents get along, so they team up)

maybe i should just die.
i sware i am fucking pathetic.
i have to move. my parents are sending me away so i can straighten up.
well if im fucked up their to blame!
who exactly? society, grownups, teachers, parents!
I JUST WANT TO BE ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Peace (i wish it would come),
dead_punk