*sigh*

I Don't give a damn now, and yet I'm still making this journal.

Seriously. It irritates me, and that's all I can say.
Not the fact that who is dating WHO.

But...fuck. My feelings are complicated.

I know we should be happy.
I know we shouldn't hate either party.
THEIR LIVES ARE NOT FOR US TO DECIDE.
People should get that.
I do, and I don't freaking care. This journal is just to vent out my irritation that has derived from some place that I don't even know.

I can't be bothered less what happens to either one of them now.
I don't care what happens to them, heart break, true love, bring on the whole jumble and I wouldn't even care.

I'm PAST the caring stage now.
I don't even feel anything for them.

Confusion? No.
Happiness? No.
Anger? No.
Sadness? No.

Nothing. But it isn't APATHY. It's more than that.
I'm irritated for some FUCKING reason I can't place!
AND that's what gets to me the most.
Why the hell am I so irritated?

Maybe I'm just trying not to care and it comes out as irritation?
But I've asked myself, and no. I can't fool myself.
I really don't care, and yet I'm irritated.

It's so weird.

xx Good day/afternoon/evening/night.

P.S: ...Maybe I'm a tad confused about myself now. IGNORE. =/

If you want to give me hate comments/hate mail/criticisms for my little venting-out, go ahead. As I said, I'm past caring.
August 24th, 2007 at 09:39pm