I'm so pissed off.

So my step dad tells me that I'm putting all these dents in my car, because I get my bike down from the ceiling where he hung it. He's pretty pissed off, whether he admits it or not. I tell him I really don't have any other option, since I can't drive I have to get the bike down to go anywhere. He tells me I should have just asked him to leave it down, or ask for a ride. The problem is, if he was home, I COULD ask for a ride. See what I'm saying?
Anyway, he walks off being a little bitch. Thinks because he says "I don't give a shit" he's cool and I'll be intimidated by him. He's a fake little bitch. Thats his problem. GOD.
whatever.
Then my mom keeps bothering me today. Thats probably my fault though.

I had like, the most upsetting conversation with my boyriend last night too. Apparently his friends told him when we start school, I'll leave him for an older guy. And that freshman year is more fun if you're single. He keeps telling me he wants to be with me forever, but he's so worried something's going to happen.
I love him so much. I really don't want to lose him.
And he doesn't believe me when I say I'm not going to do anything. I think he has low self esteem or something. He's always saying I'm going to cheat on him, or I have other boyfriends. Not true at all.

blahhhh
I just ate 4 cookies while watching America's Next Top Model. Never a good idea. Especially for someone who is trying to get of the fence between being normal and having an eating disorder. At least I only feel gross physically. That'll pass. I'm glad I'm at least being reasonable enough to tell myself I'll just run tomorrow and not eat any cookies. A few minutes ago I was wanting to try to purge.
eh.

Talk to me! Myspace is down for me.