Is the right choice always the hard choice?

Is the right choice always the hard choice, this is my question.

And well it has been for the last day or so... -sigh-

I ask this question because of a boy, oh so original problem! But on with the show.

This boy, well I really truly care for him, I really truly like him.

I'm this girl who has been the only constant in his life for three years, the first one and half as a friend the later one and half as an on and off girl friend. We've had our blow out and our arguments. These last few days have been a cesspool of tears, and text messages.

Through these texts messages I have learned the following;

.He trully cares for me.
.He truly likes me still, ( after even I've been a wretched bitch. >.<)
.He just can't leave me alone.
.He still can't be straight forward with me.
.He's let me see part of him no one has, (or how he puts it 'i liked you so i let you see a side of me that no one has seen and no other will see')

I mean, this boy is a douche, asshole, takes advantage of how nice I am, he's a womanizer, and very rough around the edges.

This is our entire problem,

I like him, he likes me. We don't talk about us. We talk about how we feel every once in a long while, but it never truly changes. but never us.

I have no idea what to do, I've been h urt by this boy and he's told me him and his conscious. ( his boss, and good friend.) Have been working on him not being such a douche bag. It's worked from what I've seen.

Okay what we've been through. I know I'm a little bitch but eh.

We've been through about two break ups, as it was just better off that way. Not that we didn't like each other, just that we had so much going on a relationship was pretty much impossible. We've never had big fights, or big dramatic gestures, We've always been the couple that can hold hands walking some where, or most likely we'd be teasing each other, bumping each other, and always making those silly remarks. We are amazing together, and I'm not the only one who knows he does as well. We've always been able to be that flirty couple, who is always more then friends but less then a relationship.

We've had sex, and then things just changed. and I didn't know how to handle things, so I just kind of let it slip away. we stopped talking for a few months, and It really hurt him. We started talking and he told me how I did hurt him but just simply letting things go, how he tried to get over me, and he simply couldn't. So we just began talking again just takin' things slow just being friends and what not. He starts acting like a bastard. at first I thought, it's just he's had a bad day... It was a bad month... or more. I decided that no matter how much I liked him that I couldn't be treated that way and it was unacceptable.

We meet face to face and talk for a minute about nothing before I asked him just to delete my number, that I was tired of being treated like crap and I didn't want to talk to him. He just nodded and did as said.

The other night I see him, I completely freak out and I literally ran like a mexican would run from el chuppacabra. Unfortunately he's an assistant manager at the place we were eating at, I had one of y friends stop by and ask who was managing and he wasn't so we go in to eat having a good time. and he comes in. I just run.

Why? because I can't look at his face. I couldn't see how much he didn't care, Or how much i had hurt him. But he texts me and it starts a whole conversation which I learned the information previously mentioned.

I have three options i can really see;

01. I can confront him.
02. I can ignore him.
03. I can stick around and wait to see what happens.

-sigh- any suggestions or input would be very helpful. Message me if you do have any input!

Dannie Blaze