Ignorance....Is it really bliss?

Sometimes I wish I could be ignorant again. Maybe then the part of my family who knows all of my secrets wouldn't hate me and wish I was never born. If I were still ignorant than I would have nothing to regret. But then again if I were to be ignorant then I'd end up like every person I've ever hated who thinks that the world revolves around them. Also it would take my Old Soul away and my love for a good fight between what I believe and what others believe. It would take away my will to fight, speak my opinion, even my own opinion on life. So I guess I really dont mind having my eyes open to the world and its hardships sometimes, but then.........I dont know.