Its seriously bothering me now. I could usually ignore that feeling, but after all these years, I'm sick of it! I don't want to feel guilty or sympathetic or anything towards people who have tried to walk all ove me, tease me, taunt me, and mock everything I am and do.
Like this girl that's sorts in yearbook. She calls herself my co-editor and acts like she's the best thing that's ever happened to the yearbook committee. In reality, she makes fun of me, pushes me around, has slapped me once or twice because I didn't agree with her idea, and makes the yearbook committee lose so much profit! And yet, I feel bad because she has no real friends heat want to be around her because she's so cruel and cocky. I hope this doesn't come across as bashing, it's just how things have been going,
I have ethe same issue with a girl with a similar personality at dance. She got a kick out of how I danced at the variety show because I was dancing on a sprained ankle that I hurt about 10 minutes before, and then told everyone how much better she would have done(unfortunately for her, she's nt all at great) and yet I feel bad for when she hurt her leg or something and cant dance.
Ugh, i hate this! I try to be as nice as much as I can, but if I can't be treated with at least a tiny smidge of friendliness as well, or at least civilness, I don't want to be sympathetic.
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