Because I finally did it. I graduated high school yesterday officially and damn it, I feel like a bad a*s. My high school journey finally ended, which I'm glad for. High school wasn't for me, and even though I did really have some fun times and met great people, it's finally my chance to do something else meaningful and get started with my life, my real life.
I look back and just have tingles almost to know that's it all over, like it suddenly came and went, when in reality it took its sweet time to get here. I don't know what the future holds and that honestly terrifies me, but I'm slowly figuring out what it is I want to do.
I'm still considering going to beauty school where my dad is and he said he'd love it if I came and my grandparents are more than happy to house me temporarily while I get my schooling my done and maybe I'll get a part time job to pay for other things I've wanted to do, like going back to dance class. I'd love it if I could start that up again.
Most importantly, maybe I'll actually meet people worth meeting! I need new friends :( it'll be nice to hopefully meet mature people who are concerned with getting their crap together instead of goofing off 24/7. Don't know if that's achievable, but I'll pretend nothing's impossible.
New life here I come!
...just try not to screw me over too much kay?