NO ONE

Ordinary teenager? Yes I am. I’m no special, not a daughter of any government official or star. And right now, like any other teenager, I feel shit. That moment when you can’t run to anyone and you just have to write it down like what I’m doing right now. What I’m exactly feeling right now is suicidal, I know that my life is a gift from God but I want to lose it anyway. I’m in no mood to talk to anyone, in no mood to live further, I just want to rest from all the crap in my life. What’s the use of living it when no one understands you? I’d like to thank all those who tried to, but I guess no one will ever understand me because I’m no one. A teenager with brains but with no use. I’m useless, dope, asshole, bitch, I’m no one but a total shit. I don’t know why I’m talking like this but I feel just like this. I’m happy that I can still talk to my best friend the only person I can trust after being betrayed a lot: GOD. I never felt so useless in my whole life, all the things I’ve been keeping just went out like some bomb. I’m giving up. I’m tired. I’m tired of everything.