Love

It funny what people will do when you know that u hate their guts. Well I am here to tell all those two face liers that you better watch out. 4 I am no longering going to be played with anymore. I have been hurt one 2 many times. I plan to stand my ground and do what I must. 4 no 1 will be getting in 2 my hurt because I will be the only 1 with the key. For my ex decided to use me as sex toy. Then a close family memeber either hurt me with his words and then he doesn't even come up when I graduate High school. The better of it all was that he said he would try his hardest to get up here to see me walk across that stage to get my High school diploma. Guess what he never showed up. I am not going to pretend anymore. I put everything on the table for him to take. I made sure that he knew that I couldn't do things on my own. I even asked him to help me with things that I knew I couldn't do on my own. Yet the one thing that would have made my day would have been him there to see me walk across the stage. I don't know what to say really. I am so hurt that he would not grow up and let me know that he couldn't make it and the real reason why. Then he pretends it does not even hurt him half as bad as it does me. Does that sound right 2 any of you. Sure and hack does not sound right 2 me. I don't care anymore. For after this day he will never hear from me again. For he will be put out of my life for good. I can not keep getting hurt like this anymore. I may still love him like there is no tomorrow, but he already has two girls who were what he always want. I was just a stupid girl who thought maybe that she would be able to get her love from a man who didn't even know she existed. I hate how u think someone loves u then a good amount down then road u realize it was all a lie. I can be the first in my family 2 say that it hurt like hell. I thought if I could just hold out maybe that person would come back to me and say that I had it all wrong. I don't think that is so true anymore. 4 he can't even his wife's family (which is pretty much his family 2) for money to get to Mass. I want everyone to know that if u have someone in ur life like I do. Don't ever give them a second thought because they will end up tearing u apart. U can't let them back because they r all the same. Not caring how much damage the do because all they want is 2 keep the power over u. U must stand up and say that enough is enough. Don't make the same mistake I did because it hurt so much more when u hold out hope 4 them. Here r some rules u might like to follow if u think u they r hurting u but u don't know
1.lying
2.discarding u like nothing
3.can't make time
4.not say anything about love

Those are the rules if u want to survive without having a heartache in the end u migh as well follow these rules. If that someone breaks even 1 of the rules put him/her out don't give them a second look.