My Thoughts on Everything.

I wonder when people say/post things, if they think anything through. Now, I mean, I'm one of those people that sometimes doesn't think everything through, but that's one reason I don't post on Tumblr anymore. Too many prying eyes. I feel like every post that actually mentions how I feel, causes resentment or makes my Cass friends think I'm failing at everything.
I resent a lot of things and people, but I don't make it known. I mean, honestly, I'm courteous to everyone I don't like, and I've been trying to be friendly with everyone.
Apparently my ex said he'd call whoever pisses him off this year a "dumb c***". I was kinda amused to be honest. We've been fine though. This is the best we've gotten along since he's called me a bitch, but I think he knows I won't put up with it either. We don't talk unless we have to for band. It's easier that way.

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I conducted yesterday, for the first time, in front of the 2012 Marching Braves. I spent an hour of practice with percussion too. I actually really enjoyed that. Percussion and I have been fine. My ex actually was watching me too, so that was nice. Tip of advice for any drum majors: start conducting for your drumline as soon as possible. I followed Bradley a lot yesterday, but they all still paid attention. I was very thankful, haha.
See, the thing is... our drum majors normally don't spend anytime with percussion until band camp sectionals, so I think we were all surprised yesterday.

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Liz, our drum major instructor, is from my old school. She's been a great help to Jessica and I, and I really like her. She doesn't talk much, but when she does, it's witty and straight to the point. I also like it because her and I agree on a lot of things, so I'm glad I'm not the only one noticing everything.

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I like when people still think that I'm 'less than them', even though I'm in the same grade as them and have the same amount of experience. Seniors, yeah, I get that, bros. But it makes me so amused when people think that in my own grade. I've marched two years too, so it's alright. Breathe. I do know marching. Honestly. Marching is my forte.

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Megan went home to Tennessee last weekend. Michael's moving out soon. My parents are getting along again too, thankfully.